This week’s Weekend Expedition was a bit of a hurried affair: I wanted to get done and get on the road to return my malfunctioning Canon 60D. This camera was working Saturday night, but when I got up Sunday morning to prepare my gear discovered that my generally reliable camera body would not start. I suspected all manner of grievous harm to the motherboard, and grumpily decided that I would return it for a refund or exchange at the store where I bought it (I had bought the extended warranty).
Because such misfortune can strike at any time, I have a backup body, the Canon 450D (Rebel XSi), which I took on the trip to Burnaby Lake.
While out in the glorious sunshine, seeing the spring springing and the birds and insects becoming active, my mind was still cloudy thinking about my traitorous camera back home. Instead of fully immersing myself in the sight of testosterone-fueled combat between Canada Geese, or sunbathing fireflies, my thoughts were elsewhere, and after a couple of hours I packed up and headed home.
When I arrived back home, I called the store asking about the procedure for returning the camera. While I was waiting on hold, I started idly wiping the battery terminals with some cloth, thinking it might just be a connection problem in the battery compartment. Sure enough, it ended up being the case that the sole cause of the camera’s mysterious reluctance to boot was dirty contacts on the battery terminals.
Although this Weekend Expedition produced some okay shots, I find that I was dissatisfied with the day. Whereas I had planned a leisurely 4-5 hours ambling around the lake shooting birds and bugs, I ended up truncating the outing, and not really being fully present to make the most of the time I did take.
So there is a lesson in this, I think. While it is important to have a decent lenses and a working body for your expedition, it might be more important to bring a clear mind.
Sean…what a good lesson and wise words you shared. And shared so simply and elegantly.
Half the battle of life is giving up on what you want to happen and enjoying the present. I am just now beginning to practice this in much of my pared down life. Took a long time. Too long. I so wish I practiced this when I was younger, had recognized and believed what others kept telling me. That my work WAS good, that I WAS unique in how I did things, that I am OK.
Seannie, you are much like me in this regard. Except your talent and mind soars above me and most people I know and read about. Don’t be so critical of yourself. Because, what I learned is, you and you alone hold yourself back from soaring.
Don’t YOU take so long to learn this. You are a lot smarter than I, and will enjoy life so much more if you can practice it NOW, in the present.
Sometimes we are our own worst enemy.
Love you, Mom
Gosh, moms can be so awesome! Reading her words, she sounds a lot like my mom. Also, she sounds wise…I would listen to her 😉
I love your posts, keep them coming! This one was great, especially the parting shot… “playa” 😀
Yep, my mom is great. She is a big part of why I do what I do. Thanks for the comment!
Thanks mom!
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